Dear Mary,
We have known each other for many years, and throughout those years I have changed as you put it, from a funny guy to a mean miserable person. Even so, I have given you the best position in my heart and my life. You gave me a beautiful son, who is now a beautiful handsome man. All though it seemed for many years that I picked and at times got upset with Brandin, deep inside I still held him very close to my heart.
We have for about half of our lives argued, cried, and laughed together. We shared good times and we shared bad times. I know we are not perfect human beings. We can commit our lives to one another for so long until love and hate challenges our will to continue to love one another. As you know, I have struggled to keep it together. I promised you over and over that I will change my life for us, but still the angry man in me reared its ugly head and managed to tear our lives apart.
I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me (again) and decide to continue to be my wife, but I have a suspicious feeling that I spent my last promise. Who knows, maybe you will reconsider your decision and one day we will find each other back in each other’s arms. If that does happen, I hereby commit all my love and life to you. I love and adore you. You and Brandin mean everything to me.
I say from the heart that I promise to bring you stars you dreamt of and would strive to bring you all happiness of life. Your sweet talks and your lovely smile has added the spice in my life which has been tasteless all the while.
Hugs…I feel so warm and affectionate in your arms and feel as if my life begins and ends with you. When you are not around, I just feel I should keep listening to your voice messages on my cell phone again and again.
I race home just to be next to you. I feel more happy the closer I am to you. For me love is life and love is you. I love to talk to you on the phone and my talks never end. The happiness is now dimming. Some days I feel the silence in your voice and you wanting to end the phone calls.
There are no words from which I can say the importance you have in my life, it seems like everything has faded and there is no color in the world for me.
Mary, I know we have been through very hard times and I accept that it was all my fault but I also apologize to you and Brandin, but understand this, I will always love you both very, very much. It tears me apart thinking what life will be like living without you.
So, Baby, please accept my apology and come back to me.
I love you very, very much,
